It’s been quite a long time before I really settle and write something of my own. Sometimes I just more feel like writing when I write it in English, bizarre right?  This language has accompanied me for almost 10 years but I could not even say a bit that I know a lot about it.

Life is sometimes weird when you can’t figure out why all these happen to you. I have encountered numerous obstacles in my life, though some of them are exactly created by my own hand. By that time, I would always choose to yell or complain and ask the same question over and over again, ‘Why is me?’

It may be an arrogant thought that I believe everybody is the chosen one. You may even put it in the category of superstition. Anyway, what we face ahead, I always think, is because of what we committed in the past, needless to say the silly theory that everything is rightly connected with one another in a certain way.

I think when one person met another, the chance should be very positive, but when it comes to two people making friends and finally turn to couples, the rate should be rather low. But what I believe the most remote chance should always lay down to parent and child relationship.

We always call god our father because it’s written in the bible and also in every Christian’s heart that we are all created by him. No one should doubt the fact that we are in some way very fortunate to have the chance, the very remote chance to come to this world and live till this day.

I always blame myself for being so greedy that I always desire for more but never sit down and try to count how much I already have in my hand. It’s such a common phenomenon that we always want things we don’t own and throw away those things we fed up no matter how hard we once tried to get it.

People will easily judge a person by what status he is in right now and very few knew the fact that I did not use to be as full and round as I am now. In the past when I walk in the street I would always giggle at those fat girls with a seemingly silly look because they appear like they eat so much that it makes them shameful to the others. Yet when I had that kind of illness and started getting fat I eventually realize that everyone finds something hard to disclose.

Although I have always been taught that complaint never works and I should use my hand to change the fact, I just never act in the right way. Complaining is more like a human nature than an evil habit. If I could not wipe it away, I wish I would change it into something that motivates me to go further. It’s really embarrassing for me to carry my clumsy body walking in the street everyday but I hope I would start learning to cherish the rest more.

By MerryChoi  8/25/2011

大概知道LZ在说什么
但是总觉得写得有些乱

    恩，真的很乱，因为想到什么就写下去了~呵呵，没有经过大脑编排

或许这样子才是最真实的
编排之后可能就有点受束缚了

No matter where you are standing ,i will stand by your side .Just go your way by your heart~

每天在公司用英文，表示看这东西压力很大。

    为啥……

我也喜欢听轻音乐
试着去听出事神马乐器
试着猜猜旋律
呵呵
只是不会试着去写些东西

8# 芹菜【Merry】


    我的意思是，虽然每天在公司都是用英文，但是看这篇东西，还是表示看得很吃力。