右岸,左岸,桥
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  • 我错步在右岸,桥上是谁的风光,你的文字点缀了我的背影,诗化了左岸,那一片可以呼吸的阳光!!
    其实,终究是无关的。尽管我的记忆里因为你而丰盈了许多,尽管曾经的思念,一天一天地滋生暗长,长的不可遏止有血有肉。明知故犯心甘情愿地享受那失去理智的快乐。曾死命地相信着,爱就是一头扎进去,哪怕它万劫不复。我就是这样。教训深刻,但深刻的教训转眼就忘。这种不可理喻的在乎,我是对付不了我自己的。也许你从未知晓过。没顶的沉溺。现实不安稳,却是不回头。
    终究我是明白的。深蓝说过,弃绝自己所爱的人,我们才能变得澄明。在这句话里,我沉默了好久好久。最终也只能是沉默。
    这样谦卑地喜欢一个人,大概当初是没有料到的。不过通常人都是这样的。不为生活低头,就为爱低头。总不外乎是为了一个安稳的内心。然而,世间处处,,都是些走过就走过了的地方,就像爱。大多数,爱过就爱过了。不要究其去向,细数其纹理。终是憾里添伤。
    我舍不得。从未悔过。但我却是真的走不下去。这样的路。没有出口。“一篇文章,你背不下来,那一定是因为用功不够。有一个人,你爱不下去,那一定是爱得不够。”这样的理由让我欣喜不已。这样子,老是这样子,一直作着莫名其妙的决定过着失魂落魄的生活。珊不忍却只能隐忍着。至此我才有了那么一点澄明。
    是的。我想所有现在的你,我会关心着,惦记着。所有过去关于你的,我会保留着。但我不会去碰触。现在我真觉得我的对回忆的痴好其实是一种及其媚俗的姿态。人其实是很无助孱弱的,如果老纠缠在一些往事,一些来历已模糊的往事。
    我现在回头,也已安稳。我是安心的。
    你应该也是的。

            献给记忆中不愿打开的那个潘多拉,他在左岸,我在桥上---------



    再上一首lk的歌!虽然有人说女孩子不要常听金属!
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be我厌倦了整天去追求你所要求的那样
    Feeling so faithless lost under the surface那种感觉是如此虚伪迷失了自己
    Don't know what you're expecting of me不知道你在期望我什么呢
    Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes就像穿着你的鞋我双腿沉重
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚
    Every step I take is another mistake to you我每走一步对你来说都是错误
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there我是如此麻木感觉不到你
    I've become so tired so much more aware我已经意识到自己如此疲倦
    I've becoming this all I want to do此刻所有我想要做的
    Is be more like me and be less like you是把你抛开找回真的自我
    Can't you see that you're smothering me难道你不知道你在窒息我吗
    Holding too tightly afraid to lose control紧紧拥抱唯恐失去
    Cause everything that you thought I would be因此你所预想的我的每一件事
    Has fallen apart right in front of you在你面前破灭
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you我每走一步对你来说都是错误
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)在回流中翻滚在回流中翻滚
    And every second I waste is more than I can take我已经承受不起时间的浪费
    And I know我知道
    I may end up failing too也许我终将失败
    But I know但是我明白
    You were just like me with someone disappointed in you你只是喜欢我害怕有人让你失望
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there我是如此麻木感觉不到你
    I've become so tired so much more aware我已经意识到自己如此疲倦
    I've becoming this all I want to do此刻所有我想要做的
    Is be more like me and be less like you是把你抛开找回真的自我
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there我是如此麻木感觉不到你
    Is everything what you want me to be你所要求我的就是一切吗
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there我是如此麻木感觉不到你
    Is everything what you want me to be 你所要求我的就是一切吗