All those times, I’ve been trying to shape myself into another person, someone that nobody could recognize. I know it’s very difficult, especially for a girl who doesn’t have too much experience herself. The reason why I want to do it lies in the fact that I am a bit fed up with the ‘ex’ me. And someone got to admit the fact that sometimes they will start to hate themselves.
The world is created by God but now shaped by men. In the same way, we could not choose what kind of people we are born to be yet to some extent, we have some right to choose some paths in our life. I remember there is one quiz whose question is whether it’s easier to choose or to be chosen. Without any hesitation, I chose ‘to be chosen’. Throughout the days I have lived, I’ve seen enough weak choices. There are just oo many reluctant ones. I try to ask myself if I did make any totally by myself alone and so far not have any negative emotions towards it. Sadly, the answer is negative.
When the cave man tries to make out a statute, he will first use an outline and then carefully fill up the details. However, it’s almost for sure no outlines will 100 percent work for man. At least it is for me. The timing is not always right for the thing I want to do, and it seems like I do have the fear of messing up the whole thing once I step out.
If I do make up my mind to change myself, what the result may turn out?
Merry
The results are unpredictable
sxq020549
2015/8/9 11:51:11
"Choose life.Choose a job.Choose a career.Choose a family.Choose a ****ing big television.Choose washing machines,cars,compact disc players and electrical tin openers……
Choose DIY and wandering who the **** you are on Sunday morning.Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing,spirit crushing game shows,stuffing junk food into your mouth.
Choose rotting away at the end of it all,pishing your last in a miserable home,nothing more than an embarassment to the selfish,****ed up brats you spawned to replace yourself.Choose furture.Choose life……But why could I want to do a thing like that?"
shuawang
2015/8/10 6:29:24
Luckily you use quotation mark or I could take a peek at your wicked soul.
我觉得，既然想好了，就尽情的做，管他那么多，，，时间想久了，神马都做不好，，，